Nastiness, Negativity, Old Bad Habits and Useless Thoughts
that I don't want in me anymore.
Auto-annoyance with bums... they really bug me, that "Excuse me... could I ask you a question?' thing in particular. It's like street spam.
The easily yanked chain connected to my mixed up, frequently icy -hearted ex. My god her push-pull keeps me out of whack. I don't know if she ever truly loved me in the way or depth that I did. Perhaps she was just my PGCSA (personal growth cohabitating sex acqaintance). I either want to just not think about her anymore or truly take love to the highest level. Black or white. The neverending gray is a floundering state of perpetual indecision and just too much of an energy expenditure.
Maybe it's just the preceding "feeling" I'd like removed
This smoking thing, that's gotta go.
Gum disease and my tired old liver. "Dear Body, sorry about the physical abuse, as I was on location studying the alcoholic tribes."
I'd like to trade those after effects in
The lingering hot temper, short fuse. It's getting longer, but why have a fuse at all. Crowd dispersal?
My quick irritation with the simple, wide load of common middle America. I have little patience with the small-talking, cumbersome, Wal-Mart set. I'd like to be more at ease with them, more loving, understanding and helpful if at all possible.
I'd like to let my irritance with constantly, but nicely, badgering salesclerks to slip away too.
All the misery that people dump on me, it belongs here instead.
Please recycle. Turn it into tires or something.
Purge!!
As we cruise around in our soul boats we are constantly picking up damage and hostilities as if they were barnacles and seaweed. Some we provoke, some are the result of our preprogrammed ways in the world, some is just bonus crap some jerk with an abundance of it has decided to share. It's only useful as a way to explore feeling, but we don't need to own it. Leave it here for the universe to turn it into something else.
Scrape your hull in preparation for your new accessories.
This is a good way to make some room for what you're wishing for. You'd clean out your garageif you ordered a new set of tools and a bunch of toys wouldn't you?
There may be something blocking your shipment of good stuff, play it safe, leave your old useless paradigm here. If you hate someone, leave it here. If you have a peculiar pie obsession, dump it here. All your ineffectual defects of character are completely outdated in your new paradigm.
Just like the dump, once it's here it isn't yours anymore. If you pick stuff out of the pile you will probably be fined. Don't.
This is a free dump and you can toss stuff here as many times as you want and as often as they come up. It doesn't have to be a thorough list, do it as often as you can.
Make sure you've included your screen name, it's kind of like your way to get a crap-deductible receipt.
Dump as much as you can though, we need the molecules for other things.